Disgusted

So here I am, 2 weeks before my baby's 1st birthday and I am disgusted with my body and the way I look. Today has just been one of those days. I am training at the gym twice a week and it is VERY CHALLENGING to say the least. I would never ever push myself the way my trainer pushes me to keep going. The thing is, I don't do my homework like I should. I should be doing cardio on days I don't train and then there's the diet. The diet needs some serious help. UGHHHH....I need willpower!!!

On a happier note, Mallory has been good the past two days. She stayed with Grandmother and Grandaddy today and will stay tomorrow too. I love it when she stays with them. We just ate a great supper with them with lots of fresh veggies and fruits out of the garden. Mallory ate so good. That girl loves steak like her mama! It was a nice break to not have to cook and the best thing about it is Mallory went to sleep on the way home. She was so out that I was able to change her diaper, give her a bird bath, and put on her pajamas without her waking up. She drank 4 oz of milk and is down for the count. Now that's a good night! Very rarely are they this easy. Mama is not far behind because I am pooped too!